Don`t take me wrong...but sometimes I get frustrated,
some days I feel I haven`t reached what I want... it hurts but this
feeling helps me remove things in my life, it makes me focus on what needs
to be done from now own to acomplish those things that are important to me,
it is difficult for me to understand and accept that this is part of my nature
and this is what keeps me developing more and more
in different areas...
Then... in the company of my thoughts, I keep on digging in to this
feeling so I can understand it more... I think of the beautiful things I have
developed and how this makes me feel great about my self and how I am living
what I want to live or if I would change anything....
Then I realize this is a process, the process of living,
the process of life it self!
What a relief!
It is life wanting to live, it is life streaching out to live more
and better and happier, if this wouldn`t be this way
maybe I wouldn`t make any
efforts to change or try to reach out for those things!
So this feeling is a hidden gift from goodness,
so I can continiously bloom in to a better self.
It is me wanting to live...